"Back in Recovery."

I relapsed after a married split up of almost two decades and I felt alone and dejected. But my addict side felt something else, Which was freedom. I was over a year clean when I split up with the ex, but my addict side of me overwhelmed the recovering side of me and the end of recovery was here. I promised myself I would only relapse for a month to have what some people call fun, but to an addict its just disaster waiting to happen. Needless so say almost a year later after crashing in a big way, my life was again unmanageable. I was in full blown addiction. I was in a new rock bottom. I needed more help than ever. I needed to get off the street because I was starting to scare myself. Lucky enough Logan House accepted me into their program. Today I live a very simple life with no complication and just a day at a time.